i went bandar tadi before atu dye unlain kan gtau jem, ada pulang ia unlain ganya nicknya out ah, takut dye kan tegur manatau ia busy, (: kali dye jalan lah sama mama apa, adik jua ikot. time ambil adik kami belintas juaa rumah jejay ah, ada apus atoi sama jaie di luar. durang bekas dari studio anu shuffle entah ih haha gak paham aku. kali suda sampai di bandar kami telipun si dush, paksa ia datang haha, atuya nya 67% confirm nya. dye paksa ih, inda kira haha. nya kami 'mun sianu mau tu ya' haha, nya dush 'taie kamu ah!' haha nya ia kan merunding busnya dulu, payah ah. haha. almaklum urang baru balik dari bilayar :b ia kan berehat tidur pun nada kami nyuruh haha. kesian. gila di bandar ah *giling. banyak puklin be ampai an wah haha, ngurat lagi tu, inda sadar diri kali, diri atu puklin haha:b jahat. anuu, dye paling inda suka lelaki naik kan anu colar baju ah, ee, PERASAN RUGGED! haha anti i. then ada bibini liat dye wah, ia aga, nyaa 'aku dangan si abib di gdg ah' oh haha, lupa wah, ingat jua ia kan dye ah :b ia jalan sama lelaki, sorry (n)! kali ada apis ex amai ah, minta sigup rah adik, nya adik 'aku stop sudah, sorry' haha. kali amai gtau jem unlain, nya, jem sober ah, ;s adui ngapa lagi sayang ani.. telipun dye lubit, minjam telipun adik, liging ah, minjam telipun amai, nya tinggal dikit battery ku ni. terus dye unlain, macam biasa di tanya napa, rah jem, 'nadaaa' jawapanya, iataa bagi kusut. ngusut dye rah amai adik, cimana kan ni, nya durang 'entah' kali dye tanya arah apis nya 'tanya si amai ah tau tu ya' haha, cam menyindir ada jua apis ah, sakit hatinya kali masih arah siamai. jem ah, inda ya tau kali betapa dye mencintai nya, ;s nada dye kan cari urang lain or apapa inda kira apapun ia buat rah dye, dye sayang ia wahh. dont worry about me wah sayang, im yours suda!♥
sekali pukul 9 lalu, mama telipun, balik nyaa.. adik? ia tinggal seorang ah, ia nunggu chichi apa ah, batah. kali paksa lah tinggal kan ia seorang, sorry baby? /; ontheway balik, dush telipun dye, ia gtau ia ke bandar, atu bana, nya dye 'bari kan nyipak kau ani ah?' haha 'taie lah kau doi' pastu belawan cakap lagi sama ia pasal kan ke gdg ah, nya dye hari ahad saja, jangan gahii! nya youwehn bawa hari sabtu, aaa, hari ahad jua, inda kira! iksin dye gtau ia, 'di mana mutik usin ah' haha, nya 'au jua ah' talurr! haha. hari ahad saja wahh! au mun nada ia, sipak tarik rambutnya ah.
kali balik terus unlain, dye rindu jem /; indatah kira tu, alum makan alum mandi, you're my number one wah by. its fine if im not your number one, but i do to you (: then deeys tanya about sunday, and dye text phat about sunday, nya phat, aku kunpum, ameng, mun mama nya ia ke jemputan nya baru ia gdg. deeys nya, ia cari transport dulu, then diy pun gdg nya, beli lens ah, suruhnya ameng bawa dini ah, haha, nya dye, pujuk phat ah, kaka ipar jua tu! haha tawa ya. :DD MUDAHAN SEMUA DAPAT! jem? hem.. i hope so ia ada /: dye rindu ia ah, mun ia rindu dye, datang, mun inda, jangan tah, im fine ;s half fine i mean. dye offline gajut dimalam /: jem buat dye kesal sich! dye suruh ia tidur awal wah, bisuk balik bandar awal, atupun ia pikir lainlain wah. /: kenapa kan ya? ;s oh okay, relek saja tia.
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i went gadong today, sama adik, grah, boboy, apis dan amai. awalawal, dye, amai, apis sama boboy, jalanjalan round mall, rindu kaliah! buleh.. haha. then, kami ke netcome, durang tiga main cs, dye inda.. inda minat haha. dye unlain pisbuk, blog sama msn sajaa (: mahu liat sayang, i miss him deeply much/: sekali amai sama apis unlain msn, sakaisakai tiaa beinbite, kali inbite adik, di leftleftnya ganya waah, kali time kan abis masa barutah jem sama adik unlain /: sudahatu.. rupanya adik suda sampai di mall, sama adiknya grah ahh. kali kami ke foodcourt, nampak adik wah dari jauh, bitapuk kami, camapa, ia jua kedapatan haha. sikali kami anu beli oreo shake, apis sama boboy beli entah, inda tau namanya, nyaaman! haha. kami duduk rah foodcourt, kanan dye apis, kiri dye boboy, cam apa durang buli dye, nya apis nyaman kali numan ku, kali dye ambil straw and masuk kan rah minuman nya, kali boboy sama apis beteriak 'INDA KAU MALUKAH MEMINTA ANI!' bi hawa ih, dye tampar ih mua durang haha, inda pulang kuat. amai adik sama grah tawakan nya. rasawah! kali durang ucap dye wah, pasal dye inda pandai belurus sebut huruf 's' sama 'r' haha, sial, ucapnya dye sumbing, tampa kang! haha. nya durang, padantah jumpa buiprin diam sajaa, oh! paham kami sudah. haha manada wah! kali dye sama apis exchange minuman haha, inda nyaman wa oreo shake nya, :b iatah. iatah numan dye inda abis, kali boboy abiskan (y) semua abis. haha apan. sikali kami ke uni, anu begambar ah, amai lanjaaa! woseh.. jimat duit dye :b sudah siap kami bagibagi empat urang, anu gantungkan arah telipun, nya dye 'jangan di lepas, sampai nanti kita jumpa lagi, ingat tu!' nya durang 'pikie sha kau!' hahaha. kali kami ke entrance, boboy apis nampak bibini, iatah durang kan minta emailnya, nya durang rah kami 'kamu bibini, jantah ampirampir, payah karang kami ngurat' haha. kali nya boboy rah bibini ah 'si apis minta email' inda kena layan wah haha sober, kali nya apis 'manada, aku begirlfriend suda kaliah' di peluknya si amai. haha palui! rasa wah, sudahatu diucapucapnyaa bibini ah haha. kali nya apis seerah, girlfriend boboy kan bilanja kami makan kul 7, kali amai message lah mama, minta aga ahir sedikit, MAU JUA YA! eseseh. damn it! sakit dada dye datang lagi /: duduk pun sakit ani wah, sikali nya durang kita makan di tyes ni, BOH! cimana dye kan bijalan mun sakit.. ): tipaksa lah di tahan, bejalan jua dye, adik pigang dye, ilapyou dik, thanks! kali dye minjam telipun apis, unlain, cari jem wah :DD tapi.. sadly, ia nada unlain. okay (: sikali kami begambar, anu lupa dye ngambil gambar ah, rah telipun apis ah, dye ani kan masuk kan rah blog. nanti saja dye upload! okay? haha. sikali kami bebalik ke mall, sakit dye bekurang suda, nya apis 'manakan, kau sudah kenyang iatah!' kali jua? haha. sekali apis minta sigup rah seerah, dye cakap ih depan depan durang, 'INDA KAU MALU KAH MINTA SIGUP URANG ANI?' terus tantangnya dye haha, tuasan wah. anu, sekali kami ke ego, girlfriend boboy, inda maumau kan belikan boboy skinny, iatah kami reramai milihkan, kali ia beli anuu the latest one, kekabur warna nya ah, rugged! kali kami balik, sebelum balik, durang cakap '31st ke bandar!', nya dye 'au, mun mama suruhh', dye mahu jalan sama durang, and jem jua ):
sudah sampai rumah dye unlain terus, tunggu jem (: nada dye boring nunggu ia kaliah, dye sayang jem :D kali phat bawa beinbite, antam, 'keluarga bahagia' tah benar haha. mun nya benar, bekukut pala utak kali? :b ah sayang? anu, jem gtau ia gdg malam ah, tapi, inda betamu /: nasib lagi, silalu. relek saja tah (:
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todaay? dye baalik kampung haha, di bukit udal ah :))) damn it, i cant eat ah, this mulut plusplus sakit ah, apa nini sama tua, ucapnya aku babau, sakit wah ihh, inda paham kali? haha tawakan nya lagi tu. anu, petang pukul 6 dye gadong til 6.30 :s sikajap, mama ah, sijak bila ia jadi penguntrul ani? i met bibo sama bibini, eseseh, haha bajunya lawa ah, i mean baju bibo ah! (y) haha. then i meet si amal liyana and her friend, and we bijalan sesama, her friend atu kinal jem ah, pimas jua sayang atu? apapa? /: jilis dye ni! tapi dye tau, jem sayang dye saja kan by? (: then i saw adi sipiduu sama si yeh ya, kali yeh nampak dye, nya dye rahnya 'ambung kau ah!' kali si yeh bagi flying kiss haha. sesadang ih gatal ah, nya durang ia (y), au pulang (y), tapi ia player ah haha, aku sayang jem sajaa, actually i wish i can meet jem, tapi inda betamu masa :s sabar dye.
ada this girl add email dye wahh, and i cerita sal jemjem sajaaaa.. tahu kah ia perasaanku? fuckoff ih! pastu minta izin lagi kan add fb jem, macaaaam puk**a! sayang, you me punya saja ah?;s au lah au! only mine tu! sikali, manis ih, ada tia wallnya arah jem, manis ih! yw&night, segalaaa! mun wy, sipak tah kali? want you wah tu? haha au ih, pinjilis ni dye ah, pasal dye sayang jem bibenar, iatah tu. jem tanya, bibini atu kah? mun bibini atu cala tu ih. sudaahatuu sayang ah, andang cala! poklin lagi tu. then dye cerita rah vinnie wah yang dye jilis, ketawakan nya, sial kali haha. nya vinnie mun ada bibini cakap cimani rah ia lagi kau sandi kali 'untung gf mu dapat kau!' auu, sandi dye tu ihhh, cam dye ani benasib baik saja dapat jem and down berabis ku tu, cam im not the right for him! /: *menahan rasa. argh! stress kuuu ih. positive positive :D relek saja. jem love me, only me, kan sayang? ♥ i love you too much wah! i dont want to lose you, even an inch. tomorrow will be a month, inda nampak and jumpa jem )': im worry pasal atu wah. sorry sayang /:
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anu, im not feeling well today, i cant talk batahbatah wah, pilui kali! sakit wah.. tipaksa dye diam diam saja, menahan rasa dye sini ahh/: adakah jem suruh dye minum air suam, iatah nada tu:b dye inda suka minum air suam kaliah haha inda nyaman wah. wish me esuk okay ah? yes? thanks. :D
dye unlain pisbuk tadi, and dye nampak dush unlain, terus dye text ia! :D happy lah!
Me: dush?
Me: dush?
Dorsh Jainal: doi!
Me: aku rindu kau!
Me: gila ih..
Dorsh Jainal: aku pun! gila, cam apa ku disini kesajukan.
Me: balik wah!
Dorsh Jainal: haha. baru jua few days.
Me: inda kami tahan wah, sunyi!
Dorsh Jainal: doi. takecare kau sana, i have to go.
Dorsh Jainal: aku rindu kau. aku sayang kau dan kamu.
Me: ohkay /:
Me: sama dush, kami semua sayang kau!
Me: poco poibar!
Dorsh Jainal: bah doi! kimsalam bisdurang. ily. poco poibar. tc tambi!
Me: tc jua kau disana ah.
Me: jaga diri bibisai.
then ia uplain, gila! sikajap ganya wah ia unlain ah -_-' inda dye sempat tanya sampai bila ia disana ah.
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whats your name?
dye.
the full one wah?
fadilah yakub, puas? D:
kena panggil apa dirumah?
lah (:
facebook?
dye, doi, dilah.
who gave you that name?
dye? hem, jejay? grr! actually its, dyee, but ia tukar jadi dye. duh! doi? dush baagi :D dilah? entah, haha mama kali?
name that you hate to be call?
sumpak, juling and lating? whathe.. -_-'
the name that you always remember in your mind?
azemshah, azemshah and azemshah.
who is he?
my world.
why?
he's everything to me.
oh, okay fine, anyone else?
no, ia penuhkan suda utak ku (:
already married?
coming soon, haha.
do you have a bestfriend?
yes, kuriksin ih? bukan a? i have a lots, baby.
who?
banyak.
what song that you really into?
tonight -fm static
since?
since last year till now, inda ku pernah boring dengar lagu ani. (:
why?
i dont know!
last song you heard?
tonight -fm static
any of your friend hate this song?
phat? haha.
one sentences of the lyric?
tonight, i falling, and i cant get up, i need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night i miss you, i can just look up and know the stars are holding you, holding you holding you tonight.
if you given a wish, what do you wish for?
to be with azemshah forever.
are you sure that you never regret at the end?
not at all, darling.
anything for him?
ANYTHING!♥
what you up to?
thinking of him? haha its all about him, so what!
favourite food?
jem? teseliurku.. ia nyaman ah, haha.
where are you now?
sekolah rendah datu mahawangsa lambak.
what are you doing there?
mengintip bah, haha nadadi, ambil dalingku ah.
what are you good of? sing? dance? act?
act kali haha, im good of it, beware.
if you good one of it, do you ever try to, i mean infront of many people?
yes (: being a bad girl, pelakun utama kaliah :b
er, modeling?
badan pindik ani? haha antam. tapi i do pernah dulu, baju urang kawin kaliah haha, calaa, time pertandingan, i won the 3rd place.
thanks for answering my questions, im enough till here.♥
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i went to madang tadi, (: pepeh buka pintu, eseseh jak bila ia rajin haha. barang dye banyak tinggal disana ah, bekas bijalan hariatu. dye jaga baby, anak nerah ah, kejap bangun, kejap inda, haha. pepeh anu apani, sibuk dengan guitar karan nya entah ih, haha kan main band di mana kah ya, laku jua band nya atu ah, tiaptiap minggu main band :bb nerah ask me a favour ah, anu kan cek fs lakinya, tapi cimana, private ah, dye delet fs suda. aku nada idea cimana, terus dye unlain, minta password sama email fs affey, haha, tanya nya kan ku apa, sesaja nyangkuu, haha mau jua ia bagi ah, baik! (: kali pepeh tau pasal ani, terus telipun nya affey, ucapnya lagi dye kan cakap sama ia, adui! haha, we talk lah cam biasa, then i gave telipun tu arah pepeh. nya nerah 'cam bukan ex kamu ahh!' whatever lah, haha, ganya ex, inda jua papa kaliah, lagipun ia be grrfriend sudaa (: zee yfa ah. dont worry sayang, dye sayang jem saja. past is past :D he's just a friend for me. rindu dye kan bejalan sama durang pepeh apa, peh! usai tah kerita mu ah, rindu kan jalan sama kamu ah ): next week kita gadung lagi ah? yes kamu?
jemm sayang |: me rindu you bah. inda kira apa pun terjadi, i still love you, by. serious sayang. anu, dye sensitive dikit tu pasal trustrust ah |: kenapa kah ya. i know, jealousy always do anything to reign our mind to not trusting someone, honestly, i do too sometime, because i really love you sayang, duh, payah ni cemani ani!
we're invincible, darling! (:
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dorsh jainal fly to aussie tadi at 8.40 )'; sebelum ia belayar, ia unlain with us, he said this to us 'kemana saja aku berada, kamu selalu di hati ku' damn! aku nangis ni /; we all gonna miss him, seriously, because he is the only one person that can turns our bad mood to a good one with his jokes, he just need a few minute to make we crack alots, what a creative boy haha (; our conversation were full of tears, sedih /; i really mean it. even, aku baru kenal ia tapi.. cam lama suda kenal wah, pasal seperangai atu kali? haha. 'do take care amat ahh, jangan lupakan kami(me, apus, dog and amoi)! kita ke paris nanti ah, sudah besar.' haha egg ih! /;
anyway,
i have to say what i feel right now, im pretty sad ): gugur air mata ku wah ulehnya, kecewa kali? thanks sayang ah, for doing this to me (: oh gad! ia inda pecaya aku waah, i never do that ah, dye setia arah jem wah, i love you! )': it hurts me deadly much /: oh okay (': fine sabaar.
i better off now, im out of mood!
I LOVE YOU, SAYANG! I REALLY MEAN IT, AIN'T NO LIE!♥
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apa kau rasa time ani?
-aku rasaa kan nganu ia, tapi nda sampai hati, damn! ia sukahati makai baju ku wah, ku larang sudah, inda merati, napakan! baju sendiri ada jua! /: yang buduhnya, pakainya untuk dirumah saja wah! padahal bajubaju atu untuk ku pakai bejalan saja. marahinya lagi ku tu, sakithatiku, diam saja tah.
-aku stress and aku mintal, mama inda suruh jalan jalan, sejak bila kan ni? dulu inda jua/: cam kena penjara wah ku dirumah ah, nda kena suruh bejalan ani.
-aku mau bijalan! sama kawan and also aku mau jumpa jem /: batah sudah inda jumpa ia ah, cam apa!
aku plan kan gdg hariani but, inda jadi, delay ke hari isnin :D mudahan dapat! or i kill myself ni ah, ma? over tia. please deh, please, sasak ku sudah dirumah ganya ahh, durang mana tau, durang sekolah keraja apa, aku wah |: sabar lah? besabar tah ku ni. :D
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an awesome day, haha, banyak yang terjadi hariani, so read, if you want to :D
phat's crib-bekurung dalam biliknyaa, dengar radio, tapi adinya annoying haha, katukatuk, adada saja kan disuruhnya, phat cakap durang atu penjilis, nda dapat ia besanang haha. then dudut(youngest sister) bangun, cute yo! :b haha, sama phat ganya ya, mun diliat liat, cam anak dan mama wah haha. :bb benar! and phat show me dress yang kan dipakainya nanti, hijau! haha ambuk ijau tah benar. okay, tapi anu atasnya ngacau phat :D biar tia sexy wah, its nice and pretty hot pun dipakai! (y) ia lagi lawa tu, size lah. then we go to suis punya bilik, sejuk -_-' haha, we liat tb, cam wayang wah, gelap, wayang, 'village' mun inda salah :D sekali dudut tekurung lam bilik wah, bekunci, dudut inda pandai buka, damit masih ah, haha phat cam setaie kan save ia, kan naik lalu jendela diluar ah, i bet ia nada berani tu, haha, inda ia jadi jua naik, nini nya datang membuka pintu pakai spare kuncinya, tapi kena marahi lah durang haha sumpahsumpah wah, masatu amai sama zirah(adi ke dua phat) ke kedai time atu. pukul 5 lalu mama datang ambil, and phat pun ikut, mama suruh ia ikut kerumah ngangah di bawah ah :D
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my cribphat besemangat usulnya, awal ia beusai, and i help her to damage her hair haha, curly kan, and ia inda puas hati, ia buat lah sendiri :D after mandi, dye kusutkan pakai baju apa wah, phat sama amai suruh pakai skinny ijau ah, tapi macam balikbalik suda ku pakai ah /: hawa nyamu, tapi dye pakai jua. jidah(cousin kami), which is, sebelah bapanya, dye sama amai punya cousin. and sebelah mamanya, phat punya cousin. kebetulan wah tu:D great! iatah jidah kan ke rumah kul 6.30, inda jua adada nya haha, kalinya ia jalan sama family nya saja kebawah ah. tahu jua kami ia takut :b then we go to rumah ngangah, dalam pukul 8 lalu :D haha, jalan kaki saja, ampir wah, tapi cali, phat sama amai penakut, atuyaa durang didepan bejalan :b mama lagi nakutnakutkan durang, ngana!
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ngangah's cribanu, menu nya, soto ah :D dye inda berapa pandai makan soto, tapi makan jua, nada abis wah, mun phat sama amai jangan inda galat, pebret durang tuu. :D i love the hati buyah ah, apa? nyaman liah(y) and jidah datang, haha alim yo, pakai tudung, sejak putus wah tu sama buiprennya yang buduh ah :b iatah, jidah makan kerang banyak ah, sama amai, haha, kali amai kenyang, dye lagi sambung :D nyaman! haha, i love seafood alots! ♥ then jidah minta dengani balik sekejap, ambil telipun nya, bechajing ah dirumah nininya, which is jiran dye jua, jalan kaki ah, keatas, lalu siring jalan :b bi hawa, macam indun kami ah, haha sekali phat kena hon lagi tu :b, jidah tawakan nyaaa. jidah payah ngunjar seliparnya wah, haha, ngusut, bising lagi, sekali ada lelaki bagi seliparnya, nya jidah, thank you, cam cinderella wah yo :b pewit jidah ah. then pukul 10 lalu antar phat balik ke rumahnya :D then we kesana lagi, boring atu, kami liat tb, sebagang wah tb ah haha. awalawal liat wwe, then anu pemburu hantu, haha bekumpul wah kanakanak rah kami, haha takut. nahada ijap! nya abang helmi(punya rumah ah), penipu tuu anu cerita ah. haha, inda jua adada nya hantu. tapi diliatnya jua :b minat yo. sekali amai sama jidah makan lagi, second round! haha, kuat makan benar. dye inda, dye minum saja :D then pukul 12 lalu kami balik.
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dalam perjalanan kan balik ah, dye sakit dada ah, sandi /: cuatah kamu rasa, teampai kali? actually, dye inda dapat ngalih benar wah, sakit dada wah tu jadinya. lajulaju dye tukar baju, cuci muka and terus ngampai, charjing telipun jua. anu, dye tunggu jem unlain wah dari petang suda /: inda jua ada. dye unlain, cari ia ada unlain kah nada, mun nada, dye uplain lah, balik balik dye uplain unlain ah, i miss you wah sayang, seriously, and im worry bebanyak, manatau jem boring sama dye! rupanya ia jalan (: manis, haha. its fine sayang, i love you. dye sayang jem, indada pernah dye boring sama jem, nada urang pernah layan dye cemani :D selalu, dye mana kena ingau kaliah, kena tinggal tinggal kan /: tapi jem lain, i really love you, inda kira, dont leave me? yes baby? :'D
anyway sayang,
HAPPY A MONTHSARY TO BOTH OF US (: i love being with you, dye ketagihan cinta jem bah, iatah tu, makin sayang tah pulang nah. :D anu, dye berhasil buat words ani, just for jem, 'the spell that you left on me, made me addiction on your careness, and i'll do anything to kept it still because you're my secret passion and i have no other.' nice ha? thanks :D dye buat sendiri tu. i want to love him and be with him forever, can i?:D i wish so. my love can never be erase and he will be always my number one that aint no one can replace him. ♥
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hai yo! haha. curently, dye liat D'MASIV, dalam tb ha :D gila! i adore durang to death, seriously. the song that made me fall for the first sight, this love killing me, haha 'cinta ini membunuhku' gila! menusuk ke jantung wah, lagu ah, menangis ku mendengar, benartah-_-' i feel you ryan! aku pun rasa wah apa yang kau rasa. haha, :b apa kau pikie? ryan (y) :D hantap! gugur hati ku haha apadi.
anyhu, kemarin? buring buring buring haha, dye inda jadi jalan sama adik, dye ke rumah ngagah di bawah ah:D lagi tia buring, telipun lagi lowbat and service nya low, cam apa, dye mahu chat sama jem wahh/: sorry di malam ahh, darn it mintal dye. kan balik ke rumah, takut, bi ijap wahh, patang jalan nya.
we back ke rumah at 10 lalu, haha lupa. and dye terus unlain :D sayang, i love you. haha apaan. by, esuk apada kan? :b haha i love you.
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hellona;b haha apaan. kemarin? di rumah sajaaa. amai jalan with phat ke bandar :D mama ngusut wah, betanya bila ia kan balik, iatah. ish/: aku juaa. ngadu ku arah jem, haha :b napaan? jilis ikutkan pulang? tapi jangan rah jem, aku punya tu udah lai :bb then mama, babah and si daling jalan arah rumah cousin dibawah ah. im alone dirumah, till around ten ah. haha, im rock! inda ku mau ikot, jidah nada ah /: amai balik pukul 12 lalu baru ya! haha. bisuk adick plan kan bawa dye meliat fireworks di entah with family nya, haha. em, jadi inda ah, because esuk malam ke rumah cousin lagi, ada pocopoco haha :D
bytheway, thanks
midja for the post ah, i <3 you! :D
emm, im stop here, lapaar wah! /: kan ke dapur, bye♥
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dye suruh midj post something.
atu, jam menunjukkan almost 10malam. aku disini kan disuruh dye untuk post something. atu, aku mau bagitau kamu semua pasal dye. :D anu, dye ani baik urangnya kamu ih. ia sudah taken kamu. ulih buiprin tersayangnya si jemjem. kan dye? hehe. atu, aku sayang dye. pasal ia baik. haha. apaan! dye ani cantik benar. saya adore dia. hahaha. :b hm, barangkali atu sadja dulu. pasal aku blank ni. so, byebye. and yeah, ily dye. *hugsmwa. ;D
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dye boring ni, so this is a list of my curently lp/friends/ex lp-s/family:
my love -partnerone and only,
azemshah♥.
girlfriends1.
zyee,
2.
phat (tm),
3. biah,
4. deenah,
5. peah,
6. reena,
7. midjah,
8.
adick,
9. chichi,
10. fifiy,
11. diyana,
12. haqasha,
13. syafa,
14. didie,
15.
deeys(tm),
16. feeca,
17. youwehn,
18. chacha,
19. lyna,
20. geedah,
21. effa,
22. basirah,
23.
neerah,
24. qeen,
boyfriends1.
vinnie,
2. athiy,
3. apis,
4.
arif pidu(tm),
5. chobi,
6. sikuui,
7. boboi,
8. bibi,
9. apijuddin,
10. akeem,
11. meejan,
12. ali saadi,
13. ampuan al-haziq,
14. nazwan,
15. dhy,
16. fadeel,
17. biboo,
18. fani,
19. mujid,
20. athoi,
21. awang,
22. pijul,
23. rafie,
24. labum,
25. mujib,
26. riski,
27. zeem slick,
28.
dorsh jainal,
29. syukri,
30. ham,
31. arif,
32. park,
33. majdi,
34. apis jp band,
35. pepeh jp band,
36. sudih jp band,
37. aswan,
38. apihs,
my ex lovepartner -s1. mohd. azizi affisafwandi(jejay),
2. waradi(wady),
3. affey syaffeneey(affey) jp band.
haha, sorry dye ada tiga ganya ex boyfriend (: so yeah, im not that easy taken by anyone, except for those who i think that's better than them(ex-s)!family1. yakub(babah),
2. sadiah(mama),
3. nuraqidah(my late kaka),
4.
amai(tm),
5. fatin(dut/lai/daling/tin).
erm, actually kawan banyak lagi, lupa bah, iatah, nextime update lagi. :D
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kaka ila call mama, minta jaga kan haikal(asyraf) pasalnya nada urang jaga, ianya kan keraja, kaka nana who used to be his baby sitter, jalan, alum balik dari semalam ah, and kami iski lah :D iski hantap. so we mandi behapa and terus ke kilanas. cute wah haikal ah ;D beri kan dipirik haha, yes! dye pandai angkat baby, inda jealous kamu?:b haha nada sekadar tu, damit liah tuu. umurnya sebulan lebih suda, gila, kuat nyusu ah, beri sangal tangan waah migang butul susunya haha.
sekali dye unlain, setampik tangan menyusukan haikal, setampik betext sama jem, sanggup kaliah, dye rindu ia wah, iatah, inda sanggup tinggal kan ia :D this is love kali, sanggup sanggupan. then dye gitau ia tangan dye setampik busy, nya busy behapa, dye jawap, ni haikal ah.., nya oh, jangan curang by! hahaha. adang sayang, :b luan, tau jua ku kau sayang akuu. then haikal tidur and dye uplain, anu jem mandi makan apa, uplain lah, kan behapa lagi kan, haha, iatah dye, amai, arif(sepupu) anu buat nescafe haha, actually dye inda pandai minum:b tapi luan sakai, mau jua. sekali duduk kami di luar, belawan abiskan nescafe atu lagi, panas wah yo, si amai buyuk, baginya air suam, iatah inda berapa panas, ia pulang dulu abis, then arif, lastly dye, haha inda abis benarnya pulang, haha, nya arif, mun inda abis cuci pinggan kau, no no! dye inda mau, haha. paksa lah minum lagi, sekali inda jua abis, biarkan nya jua arif ah :b okayokay, then we back home, pukul enam lalu kali.
deeys cari dye arah msn, amai gitau, so dye unlain :D ia ngadu ah, gdee(ex nya) jahat, adakah tadi time durang main futsal, te tandang arah kepala deeys, sandi tu :s iatah ia sakit kepala. dye suruh ia makan ubat and berehat, kali alum batah ah, dye pulang sakit kepala nah haha, tapi setampik saja, sebelah kiri ah, tapi chill saja, dye kuat liah. unlain behapa lagi dye, :D kan sayang? :b makan ubat pun dye inda mau, jem suruh tidur berehat, dye inda mau jua, nya jem, tambi tah benar. haha. inda wah, benarnya dye mau chat sama jem wah iatah, rindu kaliah :s aku sayang kau jem. then uplain ia, dalam kul satu lalu ah, jem kan sekolah bisuk, goodboy, baby! i love you. then dye pun uplain alum batah ia uplain, me mau angan angan pasal you wah, sayang♥ rindu wah ni, rindu hantap mengantap! tapi inda ober ni, inda. haha, kali :b
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hari yang amat membosankan, nada kan di buat wah |: kusut dye terus, stfu!
i delet my bs account! yea!
sorry sayang, i leave you alone again, tetidur dye di malam. i ♥ you, always! nothing can change that (': i'm yours, yes sayang? and you're mine.
thats all (:
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we went to kilanas sama mama apa. mengajut wah, time atu dye tidur petang, sekali si amai sibuk sibuk beusai apa. pikir dye ia iksin, sekali benar haha, atuya dye bangun terus ambil beg pakai perfume terus ke kerita. hahaha, baru tah dye pernah tu jalan, biasa biasa saja. mun namanya geragas, mun indaa beusai dye tu, benartah. :D dye kaliah ni.
sudah sampai i saw arif dibawah behapa kah ya, gila tinggi wah ia ah, macam guluk ;b haha. anuanu, dye pegang baby *iski. haha. cute wah, anyway kaka ila told us yang nama nya betukar jadi
Asyraf Al- Amin because haikal tu meaning nya berhala actually. iatah, asyraf lawa jua lah :D haha. we back home at seven cematulah..
sekali dye unlain, (: ow, rupanya jem gadong kemarin, emm, ;s karang ia ngurat, kusut dye. dye suruh ia take care saja sana, urang ingau hati ah, senyum tia pulang ia ah, /; kali dye tanya napa senyum tia pulang. nya, mun dye ingaukan jem, ertinya dye sayang jem bebanar. HELL YEAH! ;s you're mine and i love you too much. indakan inda ingau? tapi cali jua dye ani, baru tah pernah cemani ani, ingau berabis liah benarnya, lain rasa hati ani wah, takut ia ngurat apa, nada cali tu. ;bb anu, ia gtau jua ia inda sekolah bisuk, alasan nya, inda rajin, mun malas gitau lah malas haha caranya, dye suruh ia sekolah sudah, ngegahi wa pisinya iatah, biar tia ih :D janji, ia sayang dye and dye sayang ia, haha apaan. i love you, shah! shah jua lah ;b lawa jua. :D but, i really mean it, i love him so much. and i wish that he always be with me, oh my, i miss him wah! )': its nearly two weeks suda inda jumpa ia, batah kali tu ah!
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afternoon, i went to cosmopolitan college, near airport ah, bariah ask me to accompany her for lunch, then she countinue with her works there :D nasib bariah sedia kan lappy, so dye online behapa facebook apa, wifi inda lagging sana haha. bariah told me yang hasmee which is my nephew ada di sana but ia di class upstair. haha, they say that ia macam cina :D grr! is it? haha bangga. then ada one of lelaki sana, pengusutnya luan luan wah, haha macamacam di tanyanya, yang manis di tanyanya 'chinese kah? mata mu sepet ah' haha antam. anyhow, tadi dye iski kan betimbak temperature arah bariah, its 35.3 degree celcius. sejuk ah.. haha, mengapa ya. then lepas atu we go lunch, yang manisnya, ada urang tua diluar ah, kurang ajar usulnya, tunjuk nya dye suruhnya dye memanggil pelayan ah, hello! im a costumer jua ah. errgh! mentel, haha. im home at 5.32 cematulah :D then i ate lagi haha. i do ate so much hariani, haha.
I LOVE YOU, AZEMSHAH! (:our conversation is damn fine (y) at first, im out of mood because of missing him badly much, so i kept saying that i miss him, i miss him and i miss him alots to him, and yea, im cried because of it! my mood turns around when he keep teasing me with 'tambi', haha. oh it does move that pretty smooth :D im happy being that way and thanks sayang, i love you even more than before, mwa! (':
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grr, i woke up at 11.32 :D haha. its a full perfect dream, i thought so. got nothing to do, so i just do some houseworks to kill my boredom, eh, thats what every girl should do right?
as always, im waiting for jem to online and replying my walls, but there's no sign:D so, i just kept my phone off from my hands and let it rest for a while. but, in the other hands, im worried if jem trying to contact me or what, since my phone is away from me, so i keep online and see if he was there, if he wasnt there, i better be off. then, i forced myself to ignore him, haha apadi, but i can't, i miss him bah, i want to meet him as soon as possible./: rindu bah ni, rindu, gila kali! hem, our conversation doesnt flow so good, kejap sedih, kejap happy and i felt worry to death ): sabar saja. mun kawin, inda kali jadi cemani? haha. kawin kita by :D
anyhow, athiy told me that my result kan keluar dalam bulan ani ;s oh god! setress ku ih mun cemani ani!
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only one sentence to explain about today. and it is 'i miss jem' it turns me to tears, or i better try to forget him for a while to avoid this crying thing :D oh, i think, i made it! i let myself busy of something and DOG, does help me alot with inviting me to that kind thingy conversation in msn. thanks!
to pissed away this missing thingy, i always do :
1. i let myself busy of something
2. eat, sorry, i love to eat alot
3. turn on television and watch some dramas or a movie maybe
4. do talk with amai which is my sister and she always does had a bunch of story which is happening to her a day
5. a bit alone in the morning? everyone has gone from home with work and school thingy? its better for me to sleep :D
6. checking my facebook? yea!
7. and online :D
im done, maybe thats all that i rarely do when i do missing someone alot. is it impressed you much when i like nothing while im missing someone? you should do like i do, reither than crying a river, is that allright? and is there any english typing error? well, im sorry to say, im not that good in english.
bytheway, HAPPY 3MONTHSARY baby! i mean to phat and ameng!
p/s: eseseh, phat! the first time ni ah? okayokay, love him as you always do, anu negative, inda mau inda mau, turn it off saja! yes? (: i love you friend♥
and, good luckk to amai and phat, for their mock examinations which is begin tomorrow (: do the best! and i know you can do it, kamu pandai :D
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today? mm, auu, dye tidur bangun tidur bangun saja, almaklum sedang cuti terluan panjang haha ;b nunggu june o'level result ah, oh man! ;s takut ku, i hope i can score that three subject and i can go ptem :D my dream since last year, i wish i was the first year went to that school but, maybe second year lah tahun depan, its still fine. haha.
ia unlain malam saja ;s dye tunggu ia wah petang ah, nevermind, bytheway, jem inda sekolah ah! haha, idkno mengapa, apadi awal malam atu ia planning suda ;s mun dye, iski kaliah. dye tanya arah nya, apatah yang siuk mun sekolah boring? balasan nya ah, manis,
'sama dye (:' haha, iatah memberi dye kambang tu;b i love you, and i know you love me too sayang :D haha. and for sure, if kami boring.. haha ada tah tu kami umpat ;b kan by?
that malam kami beinbite lagi, lawa nama gelaran kami atu,
adick - dog
dorsh - dush
amai - amoi
apis - apus
fifiy - fiysh
and me,
dye - doi, awalawal dyeyut(biyut) haha, kimecks.
and we inbite midjah tu, to cheers her up, :D because kami semua (y) haha. buduh wah beinbite kami ah, pasal censored thingy banyak kami bual kan, whathe.. seorang seorang macam pro suda haha. tapi, the true is we all still virgin. haha apaan. dye uplain awal ah :D jem suruh jangan tidur ahir ah, dye sayang jem kaliah so dye uplain. mwa sayang!
welcome back to school, sayang! belajar belajar! jangan kan becinta ganya ;b haha. and
jangan langap langap di sekolah ahhh! babiputih banyak bekeliaran tuu.
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pfft.. today, di rumah saja :D actually we plan kan ke kilanas, meet haikal darling (: but, inda jadi. di rumah saja tahh, surirumah tangga lebih penting haha. (y)
jem gadong wah! haha, cari penyakit usulnya.. inda ia sayang dye kali lagi. napa inda terus tinggal sana *jealous. sayang ya kan mall ahh. haha *ampas mulut. whathe.. mall pun dye jealouskan kah. napaan! dye sayang jem hantap bah ihh!
midjah, one of jejay victim curhat arah dye. pelui itu lelaki, memainkan perasaan orang /: kesian midjah sayang ku.. ia sayang jejay bebenar wah, sampai nangis ani wah. mm, kenapa tah ada lelaki macam ia ah, menyemak saja. buduh ku dulu pernah sama ia ah, anyho, the next victim, reen |: my baby juaa, midj told me that ada gambar jejay with reen arah facebook, kesian midj, sakit hatinya tu. cemana ni? reen? oh god! LELAKI SEPERTINYA HARUS DI HAPUSKAN! karma tu karang ya, padan muanya. perasan handsome kau!
im glad to found you jem (: i really loves you, hope our love will last eternity. :D i swear, you'll be the last for me. i never do lie to you, and will never, because you're half of me, when you're gone, i will be lost in this love thingy alone. so don't leave me, yes sayang?
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oh, its a boring saturday |: lalala.. dye unlain memanjang kemarin, haha. then pi amai adik fifiy inbite dye, durang belawan pantun, apadi, wordsnya lagi anu censored ah, si pi tu, luan.. haha. then pi went off, ia busy cousin nya balik tiga hari ah. sekali apis kena inbite, lagi tia hancur haha, gila wah durang ah, sekali semua betemu! then malam nya be inbite lagi, plus ada isma sama dorsh, dorsh! mengapa kau laju mereply atu kan, sakit hatiku, haha. tangan dye entah sakit, sebelah kanan, luan kan telipun ganya di tangan atu kali, tired suda mahu tidur ya tangan ah :b apaan. actually, dye sepatutnya uplain after jem uplain, tapi adik inda suruh, haha, ngasut ia ah. iatah dye ngusut arah adik, dye uplain ah, nya dye, jem atu lagi pikirnya dye online sama urang lain tu, dye ani setia kaliah /: manada buat perkara atu..so dye tipu adik apa ah, dye cakap dye buka pesbuk dulu, haha padahal uplain kan tidur :b sorry B, haha. anu, dye rindu jem |: amat merindukannya wah.
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lalala, boring wahh -_-' nya mama, jangan tah jalan jalan lagi, di takan nya wah MALL ah haha, apadi. inda jua selalu gadong *tipu. haha. anyhuu, tadi ke sungai tilong, jangan perasan phat! bukan nya rumahmu, haha.
malam adim text, whathe.. ia macam jealous dye suda bebuipren, /: oh god! dye rasa bersalah wah, sorry kawan, i didnt mean to broke your hopes ahh. then, idkno why, my mood just went off time text sama jem.. im crying like mgmgkdawga! sandi hatiku wahh, inda tau kenapaa.. im sorry sayang, )': pasal you kali? now i realise that im actually sensitive benar.. oh, i just afraid losing of you, i really love you.
after hours, my mood finally going in back, as you know, dye senang saja happy and ignore anything that can piss my mood away, even it hurts inside, oh man! im better in acting haha. :D
i love jem, aint fake at all ah.. (: he's mine wah, totally mine, jangan ambil /: hem..
malam, amai onthephone sama pi.. bisinng hantap! besumpah sumpah lagi tu, L. haha. payah dye kan tidur, beri sakithati.. ih, ih, then baru dye perasan yang dye unlain, jem text.. what ever it is, dye takut.. pasal? idkno, dye sayang ia wah.
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the fishes♥
water flows through rivers,
as it flows through my eyes,
they say a pisces dreamer has lived other lives,
there's something more there,
i can see it clear,
not something you hold in your hand,
the end of the circle,
it ends with me in eternity,
the poet and the dreamer creating pisces flow,
there is world that we possess,
that all of you cant know,
beyond just what you can see lies darkness,
my life it changes with everything around me,
sometimes i need to get the hell out of here,
if you are a soul in need,
if you need compassion,
i will stand up like a wall right by your side,
i can tell what others cant tell,
yes, i can read your mind,
pisces belongs in another world at another time,
neptune rules my hours,
devoted by your side,
the heart of the pisces,
soul lives through time.
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