the fake ladye!❤™

A life must go on.

am here, half brokeeeeen! :D

am seeing them, one by one tried to leave me? idk, what i did so wrong (': thus, i told to myself 'its alright, its okay, i will find my own path and through it alone, still, its alright, its okay, well, not actually but just face it with persistence'
there 'tarzan ada masih (;' thanks. and 'aku kawan mu jua? :s' this two boys were my good buddies and im glad that i still have them.

i just wishhh i can make myself busy, so i dont think so much about that.
they dont know what i felt inside, im tired, really tired of this.
i never treat them diffrently, i never felt them dont exist in my life, they means so much for me (:

im tired to correct all the misunderstood, i hate when they thinks me so wrong, but im tired to fix everything. i just sit, close eyes.. thinks clearly and let it flow.
now, they are in their own path and leave me alone in my path, indeed, they dont need me, heeeeey! its okay if they dont need me, but i do need them! do they care? i really dont think so.

ITS ALRIGHT AND ITS OKAY! IM FADING AWAY, no colours no laugh no smile and be a good quiet girl that read books alot and see what will happen if im vanishh.

dyeyakubf.

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i walked a year, and im 18.

hello eighteen! :D oh- m- g, im 18. trust me, im 18! haha.

no more little girl, no more 'youre underage! not allowed!'. i love myself more! :D talk about wishes! there are four, that i wish for:-
first of all, i wish my friends and i reunite agaaain, like we used to be. second, i want to do what i want to, believe me, i know whats good or bad for me, im big enough to know that, i guess? haha. third, i cant tell, because its about my love life (: four, i wish zyee will get her life better than before.

i have enough with this lonely life :s please please please, hell please, i need a boyfriend that had to be 'clickkk' with me and fully understand with my weekness. :D

kreadit easi ku :s argggh! mom said, abis stock? can you believe that? i need it, really need it, in case if ada urang lipun or message. naaaah! how can i reply them? :s its so not fair!
facebook? a hundred of hundred walls were send to me, like, how i can reply them? to appreciate them, wallpost? nooooo! wall to wall? yess :D its been 8 hours plus to replied them but.. still, there are many more i didnt reply, so, im sorry guys (: yes? lavsyou. xx.

hakeem was the first who greet me a happy birthday! thaaaaankyou for being the first, agaaain :)

followed by 7 messages, i thought? haha. nerah, jem, zyee, athiy, biah, nazwan and deeys :D im so appreciate it, guyss!

12.march.2010
gaaaaaaadong. aim- meeting deeys, atul and phat.

badly atul cant come :( tests are the reason. nevermind :D well, goodluck baby!<3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">deeys, there are some ... made me fly high, cant tell you, i promise deeys to kept it save. well, forget dye, you need a new one :D and yes, i made a mistake! i had delet ..'s message while it was the strongest proof that can make him cant say a word. grr! you ~~dweeb~~ dye!

sadly, phat andd deeys didnt meet. hmm, phat was in the cinema, when she just finished, deeys in, to watch the same movie with different timing.
okay, im meeting abangbui, nunui, apees, abang(khairul). im happy to help abang to meet his girlf, which is, i know her, she is a cousin of my cousin. arr, act, we're not related. but i did know her, her sister was my childhood friend (:

quote 'find me a handsome boy, please?' hahaha then, shits happen when nunui called his friend and went 'ia kan kenalan sama kau?' haha fuckhell! me? nooooo! and his friend really is not my type. :DDDDD haha. sorry to say.

13.march.2010

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, zyee! you've been my best best best mate in the universe.. still you cant be replaced and i promise will be no one repla
ce you. i wissssh for your success ahead, may ALLAH bless you with long life and prosperity, never give up on your life, just smile and there’s nothing you can’t overcome. have your day with a ‘WOWWYEAH’ blast, i love you so hardddd, girlfriend<3>

i totally down with this connection error on my internet, grrrrrrrrrrrrr! i just want to change my status and tag her. arr, i will try in the morning :( im sorry, im lateeeeee! buttt, i had message her, right on time! :b it went..

"i hunted frantically for my clock. yikes! i really overslept. hell no! haha. im on the right time time baby! :b here are you, we've been so much problems but we made it easy because we through it together by telling the problems to each other and also by trying to solve we're glad that we had each other, POP! your and mine old moments vanished like a soap bubble. can you see that we’re genuine soul mates? haha no doubt. we clicked just like that when we realise many equality between us isn't it? hee. you used to be my best best best mate i ever had, which is.. still :D i wissssh for your success ahead, may ALLAH bless you with long life and prosperity, never give up on your life, just smile and there’s nothing you can’t overcome. remember what i have told you before 'i'll always be there when you need me' what you need are.. just, grab the phone and tape in my number! :D HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, DARLINGGGG! HAVE YOUR DAY WITH A ‘WOWWYEAH’ BLAST. loads of love plus plus plus, dye<3"

adir did call her, im happy for you babylove :D while ia minta hadiah dari adir, apaaaanah, adir suruh ia ambil pen and keratas then he ask to write the letter one by one in the paper! guess what? 'G- O- B- A- C-K' heeey! 'goback tah!' i know you love him too much. haha.

p/s: i miss this boy :'(

if you know him, just shutt your hell mouth off because i dont want him to know that im like crazyyybitchhh, missing him hardly much. lalalala.

dye yakub f.

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im turrrrrrns on. let me inn. haha -.-'
28.february, where i suppose to meet hakeem, for the cardigan, of course.

it smells good keem? ;) then, azreen join us, as, yesssss! finally, like 'where have you been?' :b amai da mau dengani ah :( and phat jalan sama family. soooo, i text zyee to accompany me. yeeeey! gadong! iski. haha. we went to celato cafe dulu, im craving for double choc :s zyee and i really had a great conversation haha. then we bought two cardigan arah ego attitude groundfloor ah, tuuuuuuuuuuut! da sadar sadar, in my purse, my phone ringing like, banyak kali. (: 6 misscalled from amai, and 5 misscalled from hakeem. haha. hakeem asked me to straight away go to westreet cafe. heello, westreet, azreen and hakeem were there with their white shade

and hakeem bought me a rose,

well, thankyouu! you know i love you, right? haha.

yeaaaaaaaaaaah! im short zyee tinggi, even im wearing heels :s

trust me, we can make a good twin, zreen :p

then we met, unexpected person, i mean personsssssss, haha what an error. speedo with of course his lovely baby gee :p sunitt, without youwehn baby, how i missed her :s i met apees haha :p like ohmygodohmygod, si ~~paluuui~~! haha we've been a stupid i mean really stupid time arah lift, youknow kan keem, zyee? haha and of course i met nunui with his guitar on the back? whats up? haha.

2.march, thanks to phat, the birthday present.

maaaan, i love you soooooo biggghell. hugs. semangaaat kalii ia ah. haha.

and yesssssss, im waiting for kamu lagi? :p hadiaaaaaaah? wahaha, da pemalu.im turning 18 this 10th of march, so yeeaah! im gonna be a ladyyyyy :p

p/s: im a student nowwwwwww :D

dye yakub f.

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