am here, half brokeeeeen! :D
am seeing them, one by one tried to leave me? idk, what i did so wrong (': thus, i told to myself 'its alright, its okay, i will find my own path and through it alone, still, its alright, its okay, well, not actually but just face it with persistence'
there 'tarzan ada masih (;' thanks. and 'aku kawan mu jua? :s' this two boys were my good buddies and im glad that i still have them.
i just wishhh i can make myself busy, so i dont think so much about that.
they dont know what i felt inside, im tired, really tired of this.
i never treat them diffrently, i never felt them dont exist in my life, they means so much for me (:
im tired to correct all the misunderstood, i hate when they thinks me so wrong, but im tired to fix everything. i just sit, close eyes.. thinks clearly and let it flow.
now, they are in their own path and leave me alone in my path, indeed, they dont need me, heeeeey! its okay if they dont need me, but i do need them! do they care? i really dont think so.
ITS ALRIGHT AND ITS OKAY! IM FADING AWAY, no colours no laugh no smile and be a good quiet girl that read books alot and see what will happen if im vanishh.
dyeyakubf.
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